Behind The $6

today, im gonna talk about gift.

yes gift. a gift from god, a special friend cum sister,

Siti Nurfaezah Reza Ramdaniah Samidi.

many people say, friends come and go as you meet new people along the way.

i kinda agree though.

you made new friends along the way, as life goes on, you forget the old ones.

i met this Miss at sentosa, my first part-time job, a photographer.

at first, i don't even dare talking to her cause her face shows everything.

but this woman, we share the same interest, took care of me even during her off days.

she came all the way to sentosa from bukit gombak, on her off day just to visit.

i thank god, for having her in my life, who guides me along the way.

pull me back into the right track,

giving me countless advises on relationship, friendship, family and religious stuff.

if its not because of her, i wouldn't be interested in all these.

if its not because of her, asking me to stay strong each time i faced my ex,

i would have broke down into tears each time i faced him.

if its not because of her advises on relationships,

i wouldn't get the lesson learnt being with different person.

if its not because of her, who taught me to endure in these shits,

i would have gave up on school, relationships, family.

if its not because of her who advise me not to get close with certain people,

i would have already be a bad girl by now as the influence was too huge.

if its not because of her who taught me bits and pieces of wonderful Islam,

i wouldn't have prayed by now.

if its not because of her who emphasize in every prayer times,

i would ignore each time the Adhan played in the radio.

if its not because of her taking care of me when im sick, sent me home by the doorstep,

i would have already fainted somewhere.

if its not because of her to ask me to chin up,

i would havve already be a weak girl crying for daddy.

easy said, if its isnt because of her,

i wouldnt have stick to Sentosa for 9 months.

i never felt having a big sister before. she took care of me as if im a baby sister.

her sacrifices are so big that i don't know how to repay till now.

faezah, you're a true sister.

she never fail to ask me how am i.

never fail to brighten up my day even if im too sick to laugh.

never fail to make me thank god so much on having her in my life.

alhamdulillah.

i can't stop tearing talking about her.

i can go on for hours talking about what sacrifices she made for me,

like paying for my cab fare,

sending me home all the way to my front door,
she'll go off after seeing me unlocking the door.

bringing me food and drinks whenever im working.

telling me everything's gonna be okay, when im stucked with shits.

now, i know who's my real friend, real sister.

alhamdulillah, im given a special sister like you. my best present ever.

i love you kak daniah :)

(btw she hates people call her daniah :P)

Thank You.