Behind The $6

i dont have the mood for everything, whatever i study doesnt seems to go in.
i cannot believe someone could really affect my whole mood this bad.

consider yourself lucky cause i dont even give a tiny chance to those whom likes me.
you have no slightest idea on how much i talked about you everyday.
you dont have the slightest idea how much i miss you each day.
sometimes, i keep on thinking and pondering whether i've made the right choice.

"Dear baby,
i know you will be sleeping like a cute little baby right now,
hugging your boalster or even more cute, hugging the bear. :)
i know its kinda late to send you goodnight msg but i cant sleep from just now.
baby, you made me smile by just standing right beside me.
you even made me smile the moment i saw you.
i dont know why, but i guess its been too long i never go out with you.
but its okay cause i understand and as long as we still contacting each other,
im okay :)
how i'd wish im beside you right now,
hugging you and watch you fall asleep at my shoulder.
and as soon as you wake up,
i'll give you one big hug so that you can start your day with a smile :)
i miss you sayang!
i miss everything!
and i will always love you dear! :)
as im typing this msg, i keep on smiling haha.
especially when i type, "how i'd wish" hahaha.
goodnight my love! remember, i will always love you! im going to sleep right now.
nights baby! muacks.
*hug you tightly!*"

this message never fail to make me :')