hello, bear with me that pictures in this post gonna be quite heavy.
so maaf. FOR THE REST WHO HATES TO READ, I DON'T ASK YOU TO.
terase? maaf once again.

so last wednesday, actual plan was to go for a job interview.
but manager bo, so we just fill in the form.
you know lah if they already asked to fill in, COMFIRM tak dapat!

what i wanna work part-time as? ask me later.

bebeh.


mok.

mandok: she hot.
liya reply to mandok now: she is, and thats why she's my bebeh.
ah, yang bawah ni pun hot jugak *stick out tongue*

mok, kaw mok ah seh.
aku tahu kite serupa. :B




everybody wears a mask, so do you.








look down!
pantat tak boleh maintain, aku tahu.

zorro.






my favourite,

so ya that's on wednesday. wait, or tuesday?
i don't remember.

so the next few days, there's musical rehearsel.
have an hour break, attacked huda's crib.
by cooking maggie mee & yes fatin & fieqah, i cooked.
fieqah says: ape motive kaw ni? nanti letak pat blog. takde keje.
oh, aku ade keje. tak macam.. ah, nak photodj kan muke kaw.
berok, kaw burok.
ahh, sizzling hot aye. my lady gaga!
musical rehearsel were great, did lotsa lame game.
okay, not lame lah. but okay-okay.
that was on friday. i think?
i think i get all the days mixed up. (pasal kaw jampi aku ah buto.)
tak paham takpe. cume buto tu je paham :B

so on saturday, received a phone call from "naja" claiming that she's naja.
(well actually, she's nana bie!)
step i tak kenal your suare eh. podaa!

was asked to come down to their crib to play game.
piker maen catching, skali bingo & i was cheated too at the same time. __
fuck many many ah you all. tapi thanks ^^

naja amirah jerman suparjo bowl.
nanananananananana bie!
fitri(s)
fariz fitri jauhari.
my saturday was spent with them, though there's heartache talking to an ass.
macam nak ketok kepale die seh. hahaha, they know.
moving on..

the next day, tagged along with eefa & mandok to harbour front.



pictures in my camera, will upload it later.
later tu next week ah.

my kaen burok.

bear in mind,
i never put my personal problems in my blog.

Labels: abeh ni ape? jealous pe sial?

HAHAHA, PADAN MUKE KAW POMPUAN kene kurong!

told ya, she wanted to throw her bottle to me.
fuck you, baby.
lucky you're still a small kid.
moving on..

on friday, we had Achiever's Tea & yes, im selected for emcee again.

Cikgu Irda: Mane liya?
Hafizah: Achiever's Tea, cikgu..
Cikgu Irda: Alhamdulillah..
Hafizah: Bukan, die jadi emcee je cikgu!

i laughed so hard after madu told me about that.

he's the achiever & im the emcee :D

*whisper* at least i look better than the principal that day!

tons of thank you so much to an unknown wannabe of df,
or a poser, stalker, bitch, bastard, slut & so on..
do you think by texting me using his name saying imy makes me syiok sendiri?
i knew him & he wouldn't say such things w/o any hello or how are you.
he's not that random person like you.
who are you, im not that sure but i ain't that stupid to swallow your words.

if this is the way you think that me & him would never be in touch again,
you're totally wrong, sayang. oops, i mean slut.
through that, i think we've been getting close each day.
and thanks to you, we're back to normal.
a very thank you.

hey babe.
do you ever think what are people's thoughts about you?
two-faced bitch too, huh? well done, i regret knowing you all these while.
trying to talk about me in your blog? hey c'mon. talk to me personally, since you've alot to say.
don't try to act humble infront of me, i don't asked for it.
you'd test my patience. don't bring up to the next level.
sedar diri kaw tu siket, sundal.

Labels: i love my babyboy.

Nadia.

she's a one pretty girl, i tell you.
but i can't stand with her childish behavior though.
Dania.
Ryan.


Kak Elin before going off.

anyway, happy birthday uncle andy!

&
not forgetting, ayah ♥
happy 50th birthday ayah.
may you will always be fine & look at us grow each day from there.
i really wish to have you by my side,
singing your birthday song at exactly 12midnight.

how i really wish time was back then,
where i could cherished those moments with you before it ends.

how i wish that you were still sleeping beside me on the bed,
having me under your armpit.

how i really wish that people will still knows me as daddy's girls.
the one who can't get off from you.

look at how much your pampered daughter has grown now.
she has no one to turn to & share things about boyfriends.

i can still feel your presence around, day & night.
how i really wish i could tell you what i've gone through these years.
without you, i felt weak.


ayah, you're still the best daddy ever,
& no one could ever replaced you.
i ♥ you ayah.

may you enjoy this day with the presents we've gave.
i still miss you.

my girl-girl :)

"Lek sudah, aku matrep ah!"
:B

after waiting for the boys, we went to the sky park & lepak jap.
it was funny to see them sitting on the grass & play stones.
i don't know whose plan, really!

sat around till dusk, then security guards shoo us away as they heard complaints.
so fussy people nowadays huh?
we had nowhere to go, then home is the first option.
i knew, we went home SUPER EARLY indeed.

crisis happens on the way & things went so wrong.
i supposed to "end" all problems that day, but the boy,
he gave in. thank you so much.

though my day wasn't spent that good,
through this both kids up there, they light my day up :)

Dok & Eefa.

aku dah taknak kurang ajar lagi, kutok kaw aje. maybe next time ah kay.

GALA no. 2

so yeap, we went Vivo to catch some movie; Fame.
gerek tu gerek ah, but no storyline.
before the movie starts, we went for dinner, then take a few shots.

i know pictures below were nice, thanks to the photographer.
she did sucha good job! well done =)

overall, that day was a memorable one, agree?
secrets were letout, no more hiding things from one another.
if you get what i mean.

like always, the last part is always the best part.

so yesssssssssterday, was Jielin's 15th birthday :)
people from her class asked me for help in vandalising the classroom.
i love that job, alot.

so here,

this is her table, and i like it. :D

MY $1 WASTED ON THIS CAKE WHICH EVENTUALLY BELONGS TO THE FLOOR!
hahahaha, that cake looks tempting & it taste good okayy.
how i know? cause me & fizah had some after it was thrown on the floor.
HAHAHAHA, NOT MY IDEA. FIZAAAAA!!

happy birthday jielin!
hope you like the surprises given :)
love you!

deep inside in my heart, there's a little space for you. it still went strong till now.

something happens in a blink of eye,
which i dont know it was my fault at that point of time.
but things went smoothly after that.
alhamdulillah..


shahari abang handsome seh. menyampah aku!

so the next day, i went to my aunt's house for another open house.
imagine i wore that high heel for three days straight!
naseb boleh tahan!

ahh ni bukan afiq.
betol, aku tak bedek! *angkat tangan*

and so,
the next day these boys came to my block to send my foolscap paper,
that was told by me.
seems like they miss their childhood times huh?
eh, at least aku tak kutok kaw lagi eh dok.

that was on monday.

and tuesday,
a selected group of people were choosen to perform for a show.
yes, im one of it.
AND DON'T YOU DARE ASKING ME WHAT'S MY ROLE. warning dulu. :D
monyet & cikgu monyet. oops, i mean monyet's cikgu. :D
soory cikgu!

the hindustan dude, Govinda.

Razanoor, husband aku. *clear throat*

HAHAHAHAHAHA, aina pendek!

bitch & bebeh & friends.


Eemi Gaga, the hothotheat.

overall, the performance were great.
applause to all performers. (:

so what happened after that?
THIS MONYET EH, MAKES A NUINSANCE OF HERSELF.
really, tak bedek punye.

imagine this monyet here pegi pegang entah sape nye rambut,
then maen-maen ngan rambut tu. sampai sikat sume.
i tell you, that kid there, looks as if she almost cry!
NUR SYAFWANAH AZMAN, is all to be blame.
naughty eh kaw!

so yesyes,
GUESS WHO IS THIS?
no you're wrong.

ITS SHAHARI (!!!!!!)
this is the opposite of Michael Jackson.
muahahaha, cute sia kaw.
bukan kaw, mandok. aku cakap SHAH. :D
that was on wednesday?

so today, we had our mother tongue paper.
yes, i know handphones cannot be brought into the examination room.
but i forget uh.

aku tahu pompuan yang kat tengah-tengah tu sempat senyum.

madu was scared at first, thinking that teacher will find out.

but kate liya pe, sampai amek 2 gambar, cikgu tak tahu. :P

examinations around the corner now,
i got to mug mug & mug.
good luck to all students taking their exams this year.
and also to that, nominee of Mr. Regent,
hope you won that title! :)
till then.

i tell you, the guys kat bawah block mengamok semacam sia,
while we taking photos outside my house.
irritating much taw muke dorang. macam nak smack pun ade. (:

next up to mandok's house.
yes i know you like it mandok. diam-diam sua eh.
aku tak jealous ah. muke step cute! nak kene hiak-dush betol.



i dont upload all of the pictures here.
im just too lazy to click on the upload image button.
muhahah.
if anyone of you, wants the photo, please ask me.
i'll send all of it :)
















my kerinting amy search bebeh partner :)



'em all.

the gala-gala boys.
betol tak bedek dorang sume gala-gala.

ini ME.
Mansor & Eefa.

tired faces of my girls after a whole day walking with high heels.
sape yang bertahan with high heels jugak?
LIYA! (:


now zoom in into wanah & eefa's foot.
yes, they were bare-footed. memang perangai tak senonoh kan.
lucky its nightime, so it wasnt that obvious.

muke dorang lagi, aku tahu!
i took a photo of them, yang kat belakang pun sebok nak bergambar.
syakirah sempat posing for the two camerawomens at the back lagi.

alalalalala, ABEH NI APE?
those who got to say anything about this picture,
please keep it inside.
dorang takleh kene puji. nanti kembang rambot curly dorang teros jadi afro.
:D


this stands for Siti Sharifah.
oops, terspelled full name uh.

time shows 12:30am, yet we still at leeyana's house.
then those who going sengkang made their way first,
then the rest stays.

me, leeyana & eefa excuse ourselves to send those boys downstairs,
then yang miss-miss tu sume dok kat rumah, makan kueh sampai konyang.

first thing first, mansor asked me to take out my camera.
he's been shouting, "liya full squad! liya full squad!"
so yeah, here's Aiman, Liya, Fatin, Shahari, Mansor & Eefa.

the best.

first of all, selamat hari raya to all (:
i don't really get to update everything, until today.
my rayas has been spent okay, fairly.
but one thing for sure, i don't have enought sleep.
betol, tak bedek.

i slept at 3am after cleaning the whole house with my own peloh.
then b texted on asking me to wake him up at 6:30am (!!)
- for sembahyang raya. naseeeeeeeeeeb lah aku ni baek hati.
BERSYUKUR BIEEEEEE! :B

with dark eyes circles under my eyes, i use a thick concealer to cover.
nyehehe. aku tahu, cheating! tapi ape kesah. hari raya nak cantek pe.
as usual, i hate takbirs.

it doesn't only makes me cry, but also makes my nose red.
lucky me to have a b who's very understanding & who's there for me.
i love you. (:

seeking forgiveness from my mum is the worst ever.
i wanted to laugh, but i knew i have to be serious.
i wanted to cry, but i don't want to put on powder again.
i controlled my tears.

moving on..
first house is usually the eldest, following the tradition.
but, it turns out different for my family.
my dad says, always go to neighbour's house FIRST before family.
its true and agreeable if i elaborate.
but im just too plain lazy to explain.

SHAHRIZAN SHAHRIN eh,
you own me something cause your mum just pinch me for keeping your secrets.
something doesnt means thank you eh. i want more! :P
I TAK KESAH. KALAU TAK I TELL YOUR MOTHER AH. *ugut sound*

time's not our side, and we have to stop jalan raya-ing at 4pm.
just so you know, we only go three houses.
all thanks to my second brother whom having his final hiphop dance comp,
on that day itself, at 6pm.
darah up you know. he's always not there when cousins met.
tsk banyak-banyak.

moving on..
second day of raya doesn't bring me any profit.
its damn irritating when people address you as kakak rather than adik.
pala pantat die ah sial.
my mum brings me to malaysia,
and IT MAKES NO HASIL AS THEY DONT GIVE ME DUIT RAYE.
wth, i know. takpe takpe, aku ingat.

but, i do have fun though. ^^
we played mercun, bomb bola & other fun stuffs which is illegal in s'pore.
since i went back through car, i manage to bring a few mercuns with me.
which yeah, me & brother tried to bomb skolah kat sebelah ni.
lucky kecik sia. if big comfirm.. HAHA, not my fault!

though going home without a cent,
but i bring mercun with me which makes not only me, but all had fun!
huahuahua, :D

i had fun yesterday.
minus the part where they kacau me & you ah b.
i know perangai dorang sume babi.

moving..
so yeah, school's great. i've no mood for studying.
skipped physics as this monyet darling hasot me to cabot.
to where? minimart infront of our school there.
die ah, meyetan aku untok cabot! ^^

then after rehearsel, met up with neh & shah.
this goes to ALL again,
kalau nampak, mulut please tutop siket eh.
tak perlu complain kat sesape especially my mum.
i don't need proves.
what more, i knew you.
you're my ex-classmate whom loves complaining.

oh, anyway, my adel bie turns 19 todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY, ADELINE OSMAN!
i love you, meet soooon!

oh, happy birthday to wafi too! :)

To You. [i know you're reading this]

even though the decision hurts me inside out,
even though im crying,
you wouldn't know that all.

its not that i don't love you.
its because that i love you,
i have to give in.
remember, love means sacrificing?

Labels: mari kawan-kawan kite beraye sesame.